2 Tuesday, 1 Wednesday, 1 Thursday.
So I’m heading to the library in a few minutes to focus on studying until I can’t study anymore. I’m trying to end this semester with good grades, not just “okay” grades. My best friend, Kait, is coming in from New York tonight and I know once she get’s here I’m not going to do any work.
You give me a feeling that I’ve never felt before. And I deserve it, I think I deserve it. It’s becoming something that’s impossible to ignore. And I can’t take it..
— Alicia Keys (Un-Thinkable)
My mom called me earlier and told me that she needed to sit down and talk to me and my brother about something serious. She said it’s dealing with her but she’d rather not do it over the phone. The first thing that popped in my head was that she’s sick. I don’t know what else it could be. I mean, I know my mother and I aren’t always the best of friends but that’s still my mother and I love her to death. I’m nervous but then again, I’m not. We are strong people so I know she’ll be okay no matter what it may be.
You are very thin. I’d be jealous, but I’m really trying to hard to recover from my eating disorder these days. I really want to beat it. I want to win for once.
- Please don’t be jealous of me. I’m sure you are beautiful just the way you are. I’m naturally skinny, so I don’t want to send a message that may seem as if I’m trying to keep a certain figure. I’ve just been thin all my life. Don’t let society or anyone make you feel like you have to look a certain way! I can’t imagine how hard it is but I have faith that you will recover and overcome your battle.